Sunday, June 13, 2010

Feeling ALIVE


When asked how I'm feeling today, the only description I could think of was, "I'm feeling alive!".

Here are some other words:

joyous

grateful

free

Yesterday, I was able to make a few decisions that have been weighing me down for a while. I'm so grateful to be out of the fog of indecision and inaction. This is truly God's grace.

It's funny, even writing this I start to feel a tinge of fear. Will this feeling last? Did I make "wrong" decisions? Well, in answer to the first question "NO.... this, too, shall pass; that's OK. For right now, I choose to FEEL rather than to try to hold onto the feeling." In answer to the second question "Maybe, but making NO decision was DEFINITELY the wrong decision; and if I was wrong, then I'll deal with the consequences. It's OK."

Meanwhile, it's good to feel alive!

4 comments:

Hope said...

Isn't it such freedom to be able to work through the feelings and be okay? I love that.

Just Be Real said...

Evelyn, what a beautiful post. Thank you.

Jayne said...

Hey Evelyn... email me... I have another book to share with you!

journeythroughgraceATgmailDOTcom

Jayne :c)

Donna Henderson said...

I love your blog.